Chapter 1 “The Vision”
Amber fingers of light marched over the
rugged mountains of the Algarve coast of Portugal, to illuminate a beautiful
couple, wandering the beach arm in arm. Shoes in hand, they glanced at each
with shy smiles as Atlantic waves covered their feet with cool water.
The
sun was rising in all its golden splendor, turning the breakers into curved
jade walls. Gulls cried out to sea while the steady winds gusted and flattened
their clothes, sometimes the two laughed as big waves drove them
shoreward. Birds raced through shining
silver mirrors of water, paying no attention to the pair of lovers.
An
old man watched them from a distance on a balcony, his wrinkles like erosion
valleys carved around his eyes, imagining their story is a beautiful and
perfect one.
Surely
there were there passionate nights and days of ecstasy, with stolen kisses
across Europe? Maybe by fountains in
Paris, or while drinking at pubs in London, or wandering old canals in
Amsterdam? A new beginning? Or was this the last date? Either way, the
memories, souvenirs, trinkets, tickets, and seashells found on this very walk
would fade over the years in musty drawers and files, but still reside in their
minds, the old man thought.
The rays then traveled out to sea with the Westerlies, the
legendary breezes that propelled ships from Europe and chilly, coal smoke-
choked cities to the Americas, and freedom under swaying palm trees. Along the
way, rays illuminated thousands of black waves to make them into green foam-streaked
hills things of beauty, arriving and leaving on an ancient rhythm, one by one,
their surfaces imprinted with reflections from the morning sky.
The beams found an antique 60-foot ketch pitching and rolling
in the seas on its way north to England, sparkling foam flowing around the bow
as it slashed through swells, while the captain confidently spun the wheel. All
was right in his world; the bracing sea breeze and billowing sails, a beautiful
wife and child below, and money in the bank.
The rays shone through an ornate brass porthole and lit the
face of his sleeping six-year daughter, making her smile, as if her skin had
detected the light. Oddly enough, she
really was having a lucid dream about
the sun at that very moment, knowing instinctively she would wake up soon to
another splendid day on the boat. She had her family and a large orange cat,
who would sometimes sleep across her body like a heavy pillow, which she loved.
The sun smiled on the scene, but could not dally, so it kept
moving across the vast ocean to illuminate the pounding surf at Virginia
Beach.
There stood a stern statue of Neptune, staring back with
defiance at the advancing rays, brandishing a pitchfork. The bright sun marched
a hundred miles westward to light up the intricate Islamic-styled spires of the
Mosque. If you happened to be there, you would see the sand colored bricks begin
to glow, as minarets, colorful blue tiles, and arched windows became one of the
most beautiful buildings in America.
That same spectrum lit up the lovely dew-covered rose bushes on Pine
Street, and cobblestones in Shockoe Slip.
The beams moved westward over rolling Piedmont hills to reach
the Blue Wall, as the early settlers called the forbidding Appalachian
Mountains. Green valleys and hills glowed with sunshine, one by one, roosters
crowed, the dark hollows became shady paradises, and beautiful streams sparkled
and preened. Windows opened, doors creaked back, and faces turned east. It was happening, a brand-new day for all.
The
exquisite light finally traveled through the mountains to arrive at an open
space lined with a grove of oak trees, through which a stream flowed, causing
the tiny waterfalls and pools to sparkle.
Seven teenagers gathered there in the darkness before dawn.
They called their space Avaln, short for Avalon, the mythical Celtic heaven in
Britain.
It was the obvious place to do their ceremony, there were
elaborate overgrown Victorian gardens with ancient boxwoods, various nooks and
crannies with rather strange statues, cryptic inscriptions on random stones,
bird baths and fountains that were not particularly normal if you looked
closely, and runestones.
The beams from the
sun were finally arriving, it was June 21, 1973, the summer solstice. Merln
pronounced the date and time in a solemn voice, holding an antique pocket
watch.
In
minutes, their faces were beginning to warm up and eyes stung from the light
blazing everywhere, it landed on the tops of the oaks, touching up the
honeysuckle vines, and caressing the nodding daisies. It made the paint on
their white horse below gleam. It was everywhere, bright and beautiful, and
perfect.
In the center of the clearing was Merry, a cross-legged
seventeen-year girl of astonishing beauty, sitting on an Oriental rug with her
eyes closed, and displaying a knowing smile. Her face was framed by long braids
of brown hair ala Grace Slick-Pocahontas, and her skin was smeared with blue
chalk to simulate woad, a plant dye Celts wore on their faces in battle. Her
hands had reddish streaks to symbolize alder sap on them, a sacred tree of the
Druids.
In front of her on the flat rock were treasured albums, Piper at the Gates of Dawn by Pink
Floyd, Abbey Road by the Beatles, and
Straight Up from Badfinger. To the
side was a picture of John Lennon, circa Revolver period, that Merry thought
was very sexy. The novel Thunderball was next to The Drifters by James Michener, already worn and battered despite its
recent release. Merry felt a special connection to the doomed Monica.
On a nearby rock was a copy of Dante’s masterwork, The Divine Comedy, opened to the Inferno, and beside that was a La Belle
Époque illustrated folio of Midsummer’s
Night Dream. To complete the layout, her treasured Bible was placed next to
a first edition of Steppenwolf,
signed by the author.
In an ultimate place of reverence in their tableau was Stone Soup, a short story about a woman
who put on a big kettle of boiling water in her village when everyone was hungry,
with only a stone at the bottom. She
then told everyone she had the makings of a soup, though she really didn’t.
Word spread, and people kept bringing little bits of food, and soon there was a
real soup for everyone.
The Golden Bough by
Frazer, sat next to a small branch of charred willow. When the Romans attacked
Avalon, the Druids burned willow to help repel them.
Below
the ledge was the shape of a white horse about twenty feet wide and ten feet
deep, carved in the hillside, made by clearing brush and digging in a foot or
so and painting the dirt white, copying the famous Celtic Uffington Horse in
England. Merry had seen one on a
hillside from a bus far away across lush green fields when traveling to
Stonehenge, and remembered how haunting it was, a stick figure of an animal on
a low hill. She liked the fact they carved hundreds of them into the hillsides
all over Britain, there was a deep psychic connection with the land and the
horse.
Lord
B told them their ceremony would not work without their own horse carved in the
hillside, he was quite specific. They really weren’t sure about that, but who
disobeyed someone who had worked on Dark
Side of the Moon and Abbey Road?
He
also said the ceremony should only be thirty-three minutes long, he reminded
them Jesus had died at age thirty-three, and Dante put the same number in the
Inferno, they were reminded.
Lord B pronounced on his first visit that there were ancient
geometric ratios everywhere, when you measured the rooms and garden areas. Other
special features included a very elaborate antique sundial, magnificently
decorated with astrology signs, and the base was Bacchus, the god of wine. The
house was called the Tower, after a famous house with unusual decorations and
history, in London.
The
blonde boy sitting beside Merry was nicknamed Merln, the undisputed leader in
charge, resembling a Byronic Robert Plant, complete with flowing locks and the
lot. He had dropped a letter in respect
for the original Merlin on the suggestion of Lord B, who demanded showmanship
at every turn including a nom de plume. They also changed the spelling of
Avalon to Avaln. Nearby was Mo, Ginger, Lovey, Fessor, and
Skipper.
Beside
the books and albums were several burning white taper candles, a universal
symbol in many religions, from Haitian voodoo to Christianity. Many of their
ideas for this ceremony were randomly taken from their readings about priests,
faith healers, shamans from Peru, gurus, imams, witches, seers, preachers, and
especially Druids. She loved many beautiful passages from the Bible, fancying
herself on occasion as a Mary Magdalene in the presence of Jesus. The Fessor
turned in various strange religious they politely turned down.
She
looked with satisfaction at the sage bundle that smoldered beside a beautiful
antique crucifixion cross, which was next to a tiny Buddhist shrine containing
some old rosary beads. There was an
Egyptian eye to ward off evil, a small statue of Lazarus with coins and tobacco
at his feet, a major Cuban voodoo saint, and a golden scythe on white cloth
next a large sprig of mistletoe. Pliny
the Elder described Druids cutting down mistletoe with a golden scythe to fall
on a white cloth, because the ground would cause it to lose power.
Merry
found the story fascinating, and she visualized men in white robes gathering
around while someone climbed up and cut the sacred plant, with a guy recording
it in Latin off to the side. Merln had discovered some in an oak tree, and he
was happy, as mistletoe from oak is by far the most powerful.
On the cloth too was a small bunch of barley, an ancient and
sacred grain, brought there because of the traditional British folk song John Barleycorn Must Die. Recorded by the English band Traffic, it
describes the symbolism of killing barley with a scythe, one of the most famous
folk songs ever, and they loved playing it. Merln sang and played some killer
mandolin, both melody lines woven in with Merry’s voice, which bore an eerie
resemblance to Sandy Denny, a folk singer in England who appeared on a Led
Zeppelin album.
There were nine acorns in a small crystal dish, inspired by
John and Yoko's effort in the late sixties to send acorns to various world
leaders to promote peace, so they might in turn grow an oak tree themselves.
And nine was the ultimate number in Japanese culture, influencing the Beatles
with Revolution #9, in which they
used scraps of old tapes in Abbey Road vaults of a man speaking “number 9,
number 9” in a disembodied voice.
If that wasn’t enough for the number-obsessed Merln, there
were nine circles of hell in Dante’s inferno, and nine planets in the solar
system, along with Beethoven’s last incredible symphony, the Ninth. Merln loved
to blast it on his stereo and see people frowning, though he turned it off
before the oratorio, it was too strident, he’d never liked chorus much.
They found a stand of alder trees down by the lake and made a
flute from one of the hollow branches, just as the Celts did long ago. Lord B
had showed them how to make one, explaining the musical and spiritual
significance of the tree in general in a short lecture. Fender guitars normally
were made of ash, but some were made with alder, he told them, and the pilings in
Venice were alder.
Before this special day, Merln and Mo had worked hard in the
weeks to determine exactly where the rays would fall at sunrise on their altar
on a given day. They moved the crystal a tiny amount each dawn and made precise
calculations with a beautiful ink pen set Lord B had given them.
They always removed the beautiful pen with great ceremony
from its exquisite rosewood case, dipping a finely-made steel tip into the
antique crystal ink well, and writing notes in their best calligraphy,
sometimes spattering the paper with ink. Then they would carefully place it all
back in the case.
To tease them, Lord B would not tell them how much the pen
and inkwell was worth, or who had owned it. Benjamin Franklin? Byron? Poe?
Lafayette? His sister Nicole had told
them the British Museum was very angry for not being able to acquire it from
him, but even she did not who had owned it.
Merry’s crystal had been mounted on a flat piece of holly
wood, which felt like ivory, it was so pale, heavy, and finely textured. It was
the second-most sacred tree of the Celts next to oak, and always won its
metaphysical battle against oak at the winter solstice, because green leaves,
red berries, and white flowers were superior to the bare branches of oaks at that
time of year. But at the summer solstice, the oak had luxuriant foliage, and
easily beat the holly tree. She imagined the trees as knights walking on their
roots, jousting and sword fighting in a field, with hooded Druids watching from
the sidelines.
Merry had found Avaln when wandering Teenage Wasteland, as
they called the hundreds of acres of rusted and abandoned factory buildings
near their town. She was happily quoting T. S. Elliot words from his Wasteland and humming the Who tune from Baba O’Reilly that gave the place its
name, when she saw a lovely stream.
Splashing in the shallows, tripping on slick rocks, and
fighting through bushes with wet shoes and scratches on her bare legs, she
emerged from the woods to a spectacular view to the east. A handful of crows in
a dead tree not far away croaked in harsh tones before flapping away, otherwise
it was quiet over the valley. They all caught up with her, and looked around,
feeling something special was happening, a door opening.
Exploring the area, she was stunned to find a stone that
looked just like the altar at Stonehenge. She recognized it right away, she’d
just been there recently with her parents, and sketched it. She loved the Stonehenge scene in Thomas
Hardy’s Tess of the D’Urbevilles, when
the doomed girl lying on the stone was given just a few more minutes, while the
authorities were held at bay.
It was time. The sky in the east took on a touch of gold and
pink which stained the clouds, and shortly a pinpoint of orange at the curved
edge of the earth strengthened till it blinded them, and then it happened.
A
small rainbow briefly beamed from the crystal and shone onto the altar stone a
band of color, just as it had on Mt. Sinai, where she’d bought it. Skipper and
Lovey said they did not see it, but Lord B comforted them and assured the two
what was most important was telling the truth, like scientific observers
relaying facts.
The crystal had an
interesting history. Years before, on
the top of Mount Sinai, a bright-eyed and most adorable ten-year-old Merry had
marched up and asked the man for his best crystal, for a good price, of course.
He made a bow, and
spoke something about a princess worthy of adoration, looking her over
carefully. He searched his boxes and handed over one around the size of a large
apple, with a section sticking out to the side. It had been found near the
pyramids, and he only gave special stones to people based on their vibrations,
this little girl had entranced him. She then stood holding it aloft and turning
slowly around in a circle, as the arid purplish brown Sinai landscape stretched
out around her. When the clear stone passed in front of the sun, a small
rainbow had appeared. Her little sister had said “That was AWESOME, do it
again!”
The birds were erupting in song while bees grew louder on the
honeysuckle nearby, and the sun’s heat increased. Merry saw from behind her closed eyelids a
deep black color, splintered with golden light, as the sun strengthened. She
ignored her cramped leg, a small rock digging into her ankle, a bug crawling on
her arm, and the heat rising.
She thought they were on a voyage
through a sea of space, moving with all the other objects, joined in an
ever-changing planetary relationship matrix that progressed like a fine watch,
as the astrological signs came and went.
They were at the end of the Pisces now, and it was the
dawning of the age of Aquarius, according to the two thousand-year astrological
cycles for the planets.
She thought of the Gaelic phrase for sea routes “Astar Mara,”
the invisible streets in the water, what a lovely phrase. What would you call
lanes in outer space? They were traveling in one as the planet Earth, moving
through the galaxies, ever outward, spaceship earth suspended in face.
Far down in the valley a solitary airplane droned, otherwise
it was quiet and calm. Bees explored the
honeysuckle nearby, one landed on her arm, and she shook it off. She thought about a little-known fact:
bumblebees could dislocate their wings and vibrate them at a C # pitch to
loosen pollen on certain flowers. Suddenly
she felt the urge to sing, and she started the first melody that came to her
mind, scatting in her pure and breathy voice.
The haunting notes barely topped a dozen total, but it was
enough for the heart of a new song. The Fessor immediately saved them in his
mind, his musical memory had benefited them many times. No tape recorder was
running, because Lord B forbade their use at ceremonies, as they could distract
and steal the thunder.
After a pause and a count of four, they began their acapella
version of Because by the Beatles.
The lovely harmonies bounced off the rock face behind them, the natural curved
wall reflecting the sound.
They sang Chapter 24, a
harmony-infused track on the first Pink Floyd album Piper at the Gates of
Dawn. Merln played his flute to provide musical backing for the intricate
harmonies, and Here Comes the Sun by
the Beatles was next.
The group took a
breath, and finished with “Carry
On Till Tomorrow,” by Badfinger, which was quite Beatlesque,
and produced by Paul McCartney and George Martin, who did the strings. They
sang the chorus, holding the last “on,” for several minutes. Merln emulated
Pete Ham, Mo was Tom Evans, and Merry’s high voice soared over all over them.
The beautiful interplay of their voices was a continuous
sound, just as someone was giving out of breath, another came in. Lord B had
taught them how, almost like a vocal relay, and they felt it was an extension
of humming OM.
Then silence.
It was Merln who broke the spell, quoting Poe's “Al Aaraaf:
“He was a goodly
spirit- he who fell:
A wanderer by
moss-y-mantled well--
A gazer on the lights
that shine above--
A dreamer in the
moonbeam by his love.”
Merry responded with
the next four lines, they both knew it by heart.
“What wonder? For each
star is eye-like there,
And looks so sweetly
down on Beauty's hair;
And they, and ev'ry mossy spring were holy
To his love-haunted heart and melancholy.”
And Fessor came up with the appropriate Dante quote:
“It was the hour of morning,
when the sun mounts with those stars
that shone with it when God's own love
first set in motion those fair things”
They rose and went to
the glade to spread blankets and cushions on the moss in the welcome shade by a
little waterfall. Around them were moss-covered statuary of gnomes, elves,
dryads, and trolls, and a battered fountain honoring Vivien, the Roman goddess
of such places. The heat was coming on, and they felt drowsy.
It was not long before a tape of Dark Side of the Moon was played at full blast, heavenly music; in
fact Roger Water’s wife had cried after listening to the very first mixdown on
headphones. Pink Floyd no doubt had borrowed Beatle magic at Abbey Road, and
then added some of their own.
Merry also shed a tear at the end. She felt deep empathy and
a personal connection with Clare Torrey, the woman who scat sang in Great Gig in the Sky, there was
something unbearably sad in that song.
They
were all tired from the vision ceremony last night, and no one had gotten much
sleep. Time passed, Merry was now daydreaming, very close to dozing off.
Something caused her to turn her head and open
her eyes. About fifty or sixty feet away
was a white deer in the stream, his snowy fur dappled in the sunlight, and
large antlers bobbing gently as he drank.
He raised his head
abruptly and looked in her eyes without fear, the large brown eyes staring.
Seconds went by, and her vision blurred slightly. She knew the white stag
represented the Otherworld in Celtic legend, and that a taboo was being
approached, such as when Welsh mythological figure Pwyll trespassed into
Arawn's hunting grounds. Were they at the doorway of something forbidden? In
Arthurian history, the animal represented spiritual quests, as they were very
rare and hard to capture.
The animal stood still. She remembered
antlers were metaphors for rays of the sun or tree branches, and Celts would
wear the stag's skin and antlers in their ceremonies, so Christians made it
shorthand for evil.
The
stag abruptly turned and ran away with very little sound, and branches and
leaves swayed behind him.
She looked around, but
everyone else was asleep except Mo, who looked at her with eyes wide. The two
now had this unique experience together, something subtle between them had
changed, though it would be a while before they realized what it meant. Nothing
was said, it was plainly understood.
The rest of the group woke up and heard the story, saw the
tracks in the stream, and noted Merry and Mo's look of absolute wonderment, and
believed the story. The others, especially Merln, were deeply jealous. No one
in the area had ever seen a white stag, it never appeared again.
Merln then recited:
“And all my days are
trances,
And all my nightly
dreams
Are where thy grey eye
glances,
And where thy footstep
gleams-
In what ethereal
dances,
By what eternal streams.”
He was a master at remembering the best lines of plays and
poems, quickly improvising if he forgot, and delivering something believable on
the spot. He had acted many times since childhood including in their favorite, Midsummer’s Night Dream, which they both
appeared in. She learned a lesson from him while on the production, he was
fearless, boldly making decisions on the fly, and staying calm. They were both
fifteen, and after the play, they spent a couple of hours alone when the nanny
vanished, wandering the streets of White Chapel, making jokes about Jack the
Ripper.
After the poetry they settled around the stream, talking
quietly about the night before. She described walking over to their makeshift
“cauldron of prophecy,” as the priestesses usually called it in Welsh legends.
It really was a large wok that Lord B bought in China, hundreds of years old.
They filled it with water from the spring nearby, an added touch, as water
sources like springs and lakes were sacred places in Celtic culture.
In addition to mugwort, they added bay
leaves and the herb cinquefoil to create a traditional “clairvoyance brew.” Mugwort was
related to wormwood and had
a long history of
magical and religious use worldwide. Anglo-Saxon tribes believed it was
one of the nine sacred herbs given to the world by the god Woden. The Latin
name was Artemisia, so its connection
to the arts was close, and indeed the poets in Paris were fond of absinthe,
made also from wormwood. It was used in solstice celebrations by the Celts, who
attached sachets of it to their garments as they danced around the maypole.
Merry found some growing in the nearby ruins of the factories and identified it
from a book.
It
was uncertain what was really in the punch they drank, besides those two herbs,
but she knew she felt differently afterwards. Mo thought nothing else was
added, but she could not totally believe that. Merln felt something more was in that drink, maybe crushed morning
glory seeds.
Merln had held the white candle over the
wok, and Merry peered down, but the black water showed no images. She thought
of the Lady of the Lake, and the countless fables that had people seeing things
appear in bodies of water, surely an apparition of vision was here for them.
She tried to imagine she was a Roma
gypsy in a gaily painted cart in Transylvania, looking intently into a crystal ball, or divining Tarot cards for a
queen in a remote castle in Germany. Then she was the great female Celtic
warrior Boadicea, painted blue and waiting for a dawn attack to drive the
Romans from Britain.
She was Nefertiti in Egypt at the Temple of Hatshepsut
wandering the Valley of the Kings or at the pyramids worshiping Osiris and
Isis. Maybe she was Guinevere in Camelot, wandering through daffodils by the
sea, and handing King Arthur a scarf at the joust under castle walls. She was a
witch in the haunted New Forest of South England during World War II, casting
spells in a sacred grove of oaks against Hitler, a true story that she loved.
She was Isis waiting for Orpheus to rescue her from Hades, or
Rhiannon flying over Wales on a white horse, looking down at silver springs
flowing by emerald banks of moss.
Nothing showed in the dark water. The small fire below popped
loudly, and a coal flew out on the ground, and the pungent smoke tickled her
nose.
She almost felt silly, how would she “see”
something in the water? Were they really
tuned in enough to the universe to see the future? She imagined Ouija boards,
how did it work?
Merln recited a description of Charon,
the ferryman who takes people across the River Acheron to Hades, as described
by the Roman poet Virgil in the 1st century. It was during Aeneas's descent to the
underworld that Syble directed the hero to the golden bough,
one that will allow him to return to the world of the living.
“There Charon stands, who rules the dreary coast –
A
sordid god: down from his hairy chin
A length of beard descends, uncombed,
unclean;
His eyes, like hollow furnaces on fire;
A
girdle, foul with grease, binds his obscene attire.”
They shivered at the words, her foot was slightly
cramped, and she coughed slightly. She
had stood in the same place for almost thirty minutes, and was restless.
Then the Skipper began an “om” with his bass voice, and
the others joined in. She then felt
something in herself switch on, a pressure growing throughout her body,
something new she'd never felt before. They all joined in the sound, humming in
harmony and unison.
The
vision came slowly into focus, she was flying over a wide plain on a magic
carpet past hot air balloons, waving at people in the baskets, and looking down
at small houses stair-stepped between the steep cobbled streets. In the
distance the sea shimmered, and more mountains stretched out in the distance.
As she got closer, she saw hundreds of people
leaving their houses, and joining a street parade, one by one, increasing in
size as it passed, more families joined in, young and old. Many people waved
from balconies and threw flowers, and offered encouragement to the parade.
Some carried gray objects the size and shape of
suitcases, that looked like stone, but were actually hollow wooden boxes. They were light, so even older people could
carry them. She watched various people push stacks of them along in carts, they
were everywhere in piles and being used to construct the stages and buildings.
Others carried poles and different pieces of the festival structure, dropping
them off at the site.
She looked at the guy driving her magic carpet.
His tunic said “Charon” on the back, like the logo of classics-inspired
motorcycle gang member in Hades. Going to hell, were they? She had giggled to
herself in the dream, was she really in the air, riding on to the River Styx to
Hades with a very handsome guide, who looked rather like a member of the Hell’s
Angels? Below the Charon colors was another name, Neil Cassady, the legendary
driver and Beatnik who inspired On The
Road.
She saw other people carrying silvery triangular-shaped
panels several feet long on each side, with translucent cloth stretched over
them, like frames for paintings. Each one locked into the next to create domes
like Bucky Balls, or other shapes. Large rectangular panels covered with canvas
and attached together by cloth hinges, were carried in to make walls.
A very old bearded man in dressed in white walked at the head
of the parade carrying a willow branch, which smoldered as he walked. The woman
behind him carried a bundle of sage, and the procession arrived in the center
of a large flat area.
The man pointed to the ground, and the woman pulled a small
box from her robe and opened it. With the sun flashing on jewels inside, the
old man blessed them, and placed the box in the hole in front of him. It was
tradition in India for precious stones to be buried in ground-breaking
ceremonies. The box was made of Celtic
woods; oak, holly, alder, elder, ash, and willow.
She stood at the gate to the festival
and watched as the first person walked up with his brick and spoke the first
lines of A Midsummer Night's Dream.
“Now, fair Hippolyta, our nuptial hour.” It was written in
beautiful calligraphy on the inside of the brick, and someone took it and
stacked it in a pile.
The next participant came up and said: “Draws on space; four
happy days bring in,” the second line from the play, and handed over their
brick. A small woman comes up with her
brick and says in a quiet voice: “Another moon: but, oh, methinks how slow,”
and so on through the play. Brick by brick, delivered line by line, all 3423
lines, and the whole play was presented.
Merry took off again with Charon and swooped over the entire
festival area. She saw it was laid out like a monkey, with a tail that curved
outwards a dozen times, like a spiral maze. It was one of the extraordinary
designs carved into the desert at Nazca in Peru, she had seen it from the air
in a small plane with her parents and always remembered the monkey.
There were fifteen stages, Charon said, but one was always
hidden, that was Buddhist tradition, only fourteen could be in sight. Twelve were
the same size and layout, but the thirteenth was mysterious, a concept stage,
that came and went, it appeared on the other stages as a production, often a
disruptor or Lord of Misrule. The fourteenth stage was for rehearsal and
recording and the fifteenth stage was the main amphitheater. Charon told her all
this in his deep echoey voice.
She landed at the Taj Mahal stage, where bricks were being
whitewashed, and then carefully locked together, like Lincoln Logs. Others were
installing a long reflecting pool that kids would splash in.
In the center of the plain a perfect scale replica was being
built of the original legendary Greek amphitheater called Epidaurus, in which a
whisper could be heard all the way to the other side. Musical gear was being
placed on it, and people gathering around.
She saw a pile of the
wooden bricks on the ground and one said “And Robin shall restore amends,” the
final line of Midsummer's Night Dream.
Nearby a replica of Stonehenge was being built, complete with
a round table in its center where people dressed as knights were seated. It was
a sort of a Monty Python train wreck with a King Arthur-Druid mash-up, and the
low hill behind with a ruined chapel at the top was the supernatural and
mystical Glastonbury Tor in England.
They took off, and glided over a Machu Pichu replica, and
then saw an impressive pyramid placed next to a Sphinx. Past that was an Angkor
Wat temple with elaborate trimmings, made of tan bricks. To compliment it, a model
of the Reclining Buddha in the Grand Palace in Bangkok, was being constructed.
Onward to a Mayan temple with palm trees, and a bit of sea
created by a blue piece of cloth. Cuba loomed up, the El Morro castle at the
harbor entrance, and a famed Havana night club, the Tropicana.
They
landed nearby, and a man gestured to them, and pushed aside a curtain. She
entered a small room where musicians were practicing hard, and people milled
around. They waved at Merry, and smiled, but went back to pen and paper and
computers.
Eventually,
Charon opened a door to reveal students playing harps, taught by a slender
blonde instructor. Merry sat down at a harp and began playing.
She couldn’t remember exactly what happened next in the
vision dream, but she knew she eventually stood on a stage that looked like the
Shakespeare’s Globe Theater and delivered a rousing scene from Hamlet, or was
it Macbeth?
Out on the festival
grounds again she saw more pre-historic stone monuments being built; Easter
Island, Carnac in Brittany, New Grange in Ireland, and so forth. Gypsy music
was playing from a nearby stage, and whirling dancers spun their skirts to the
ancient beat, she became haunted by the fiddle playing from heaven. It was not
surprising gypsies showed up in the vision; her family had once been on a trip
to Romania, where they saw the colorful and elaborate caravans of the gypsies,
and the small dark people staring back with no expression. She understood they
put a baby on a blanket with a knife on one side, and a gold coin on the other.
Whichever direction it rolled was its destiny.
Another stage was blues, still more had rock and roll, and
the odd thing was that the volume was always perfect, with stages situated just
right. One had contra dancers moving around in elaborate patterns to a ¾ beat,
and another a string quartet, the next one was jazz.
Then
they entered a quiet room, where a woman began playing piano and singing, with
a deeply spiritual sound to her voice. She realized with a start she was
watching herself up there, in a dress that she did not even own, and singing a
song she did not know.
Next,
she was at one of the many little cafés having drinks with her mysterious
guide, who occasionally leered at her and brushed awfully close sometimes, she
thought. She ignored him, it was just part of her life.
Suddenly
she was taken away from the crowds to a small room, where a musician sat in
front of a microphone. A woman came in and handed him several pages, which he
put on a music stand. Then he turned over the hourglass, having one hour or less
to make a song. He glanced at Merry, smiled, and began to work. She left him alone, it was a private
moment.
Pushing
through the crowds between the stages, with delicious smells floating on the
air and vendors setting up booths, she saw people carrying plants, vines,
flowers, statues, pieces of artwork to the stages. Various ribbons at the stages and restaurants
were proudly displayed, like a state fair, each one announcing best food, best
decorations, best song, best costumes, and so forth.
The last stage was loud and set at a distance, it had tape
recorders set up on the stage playing random noises, and people bashing various
weird instruments for a cacophonic sound, probably inspired by John Cage.
Jesters, clowns, and performance artists stood around in odd groups, there was
even a knight in armor with Christmas lights draped over him. It was facing the
opposite direction and had the number thirteen written on it and the word
“prophet” written on his back.
They walked back to the main area, and she saw a cluster of
people standing around a reel-to-reel tape deck and a large console, each wearing
headphones. Charon said it was the sacred compilation tape, a mixtape, the Holy
Grail, if one listened to it, the result was like the Sirens, or the Greek
goddess Circe drawing you in to a wonderland rabbit hole, from which you never
returned, or wanted to. You had found
Avalon, Shangri-La, Nirvana, and ordinary music was never good enough again.
The tape could not be recreated, though most of it was familiar
songs by the Beatles, Stones, Pink Floyd, Badfinger, The Who, and the
like. These tracks were outtakes and
special mixes made by Lord B from his private collection, acquired from Abbey
Road and other studios.
Suddenly a band of people dressed in black and carrying
instruments raced up to her, and carried her along to a massive stage, where
thousands of people sat expectantly in the audience.
First, she was led backstage, and she felt an air of
adventure and excitement, the butterflies, the feeling of knowing you were
going onstage to a large crowd, and there was a lot at stake. A man came up with a clipboard, saying it was
time.
She walked onstage to a loud roar from
the audience and flashing lights and tried to peer in the darkness beyond the
limelight, but she could not distinguish a single face. There were signs saying
her name in the crowd, and posters everywhere of the band, a huge crowd, and
dream come true for an aspiring musician.
And then she sang her heart out with these great musicians,
playing to an adoring crowd, until the vision gradually dropped away to
nothing, leaving her with a happy dreamy feeling. She fell back into the arms
of Merln, both were standing there suspended for a few seconds, and looking in
each other’s eyes in the flickering light.
He coaxed her over to the side, and put a cassette recorder
in front of her, and asked her to describe what she had seen. She spoke
brokenly in rushed sentences for at least five minutes, and only a third of the
recording made any sense when they listened to it later. But she did hum the melody from the song in
the vision, enough of it for him to write it down. Their second song would come
in the morning at the solstice, which was mere hours away.
She
wrote several pages of notes in the dim light, then put them in an ornate
handmade envelope, sealing it with wax from the candle using an official stamp
owned by Napoleon, a gift from Lord B.
Wanting
a moment of privacy to digest her overwhelming feelings, she told them she'd be
back soon, and walked in the darkness to her secret place. It was a very
secluded ledge overlooking the valley and surrounded by thick bushes, complete
with a hidden entrance. It was her own paradise.
When she got there, the landscape around her was bathed in a
whiter shade of pale, with an ivory hue, a bone-colored glow of pearly
luminescence, all emanating from the moon and spreading around her like a
mystical vapor as far as she could see.
An owl called loudly from a tree, and she could hear his feathers
swoosh as he flew by, she was far enough from the noise of the party area to
hear nature around her. Crickets soared in waves, so loud they seemed like a
symphony, a perfect sound for a mystical night. Long narrow moon shadows from a
trio of dead trees fell on the ground, she could see different shades of black
and gray on the rocks around her.
She'd never seen it
this bright, and she raised her arms to draw down the moon, causing every nerve
she had to hum. Looking around the horizon, she saw the light obscured the
Milky Way and dimmed the stars. She loved the term to describe a road of stars
sprinkled in space, far away, infinite.
She knew the moon well and had been lucky enough to be at
many special places when it was full, due to her archaeologist parents. From
the mystical Newgrange stone formation in Ireland around the winter solstice to
Mayan ruins in Guatemala at the spring equinox, she had seen extraordinary
lunar scenes in her young life. She could not forget Carnac in France at the summer
solstice, it gave her chills remembering the rough stones and the massive sky
above. She did remember sometimes complaining about leaving her warm bed to see
meteor showers and full moons when very young, but the sights left a deep
impression.
The mountains stretched out to infinity with each ridge of
jagged peaks changing hue as they marched away to West Virginia, like color
charts. Sometimes you could see ten different shades of black and gray, infused
with purple and blue.
She unpacked another
historic treasure: a small telescope her grandfather had given her, telling her
that the famous astronomer Kepler had built it. She then became obsessed with
the great man: who was a visionary astronomer and scientist, but also something
of a pagan mystic too, interested in alchemy and astrology, to the dismay of
some of his colleagues.
She thought of the new romantic feelings for Merln. It was
impossible to tell if he was interested in her, he often kept his thoughts to
himself, and it drove her crazy.
Who else could he want? She knew very well she was cute, that
wasn't the problem, but others were intensely interested in him as well, there
was competition for sure. He had money, he was kind and patient, and a most
excellent musician. But unlike the others, she had serious musical talent,
literary talent, and she was going to play it to the hilt.
Soft velvet breezes wafted over the trees and caressed her
skin, they rustled the leaves like small waves on a shore, and brought the
scent of honeysuckle, the ultimate nostalgic summer experience. She laid on her
back and looked up. A satellite raced across the sky at a furious pace, and she
saw a tiny falling star, and made a wish. She pointed the telescope at the
moon, and as it came into focus, identified some of the craters. She put it away and dozed off.
Suddenly she startled, someone was climbing up on the rock
beside her, and she heard Merln say:
“Johannes Kepler was born on December 27, 1571, in the Free
Imperial City of Weil der Stadt, Holy Roman Empire, and died November 15, 1630,
aged 58 in Regensburg, Electorate of Bavaria, Holy Roman Empire,”
She chuckled at the familiar voice, he knew she would be
using the telescope on the moon, she always was.
“Merry!”
“Right here” she spoke out, finally.
“Right here” she spoke out, finally.
He approached her in
the intense silver moonlight, his Greek fraternity/white Druid robe gleaming.
“How did you find me?”
She'd been so sure the place was impossible to stumble across.
“I heard you singing a song, and figured you were up here
somewhere.” She was stunned, she'd never thought she'd sing in her half-sleep
state, and embarrassed that he had heard.
“Oh, well,” she said, “I've been coming here for a while,
it's my special place. Guess that's over now.”
Merln responded, a bit abashed; “I'll tell not a soul on the
face of this planet, ever.”
The sincere statement reassured her, and they pulled close in
the darkness, lying against a big pillow she had brought up there, looking up
at the heavens in wonder. Merln declaimed:
“At midnight, in the month of June,
I stand beneath the mystic moon.
An opiate vapor, dewy, dim,
Exhales from out her golden rim”
Merry responded with the next four lines.
“And, softly dripping, drop by drop,
Upon the quiet mountain top,
Steals drowsily and musically
Into the universal valley.”
They had talked a bit, and Merln was trying not to talk too
much, saying he was nervous about the solstice ceremony in the morning, and how
they should get some rest.
A whippoorwill called, frogs croaked, the crickets surged and
subsided like the sea, making way for the eerie sound of an owl hooting. The
night pressed around them with its blackness, though lit just enough by the
moon to be like a living breathing cocoon, an envelope of warm glowing air,
full of promise, full of everything important.
Merln reached out his hand to Merry's and felt a thrill when
she pressed back, and they kissed. She was equally thrilled, and then they
vanished under the blankets, under the fertile full moon, the goddess in Merry
feeling connected with the universe, Jesus, Buddha, the stars, the entire
darkness around them.
Merln spoke “Te amo” (I love you).
Merry responded “Ab imo pectore” (From the bottom of my
heart).
Later, they climbed down the hill to the flat area of the
ledge, and collapsed in the tent, exhausted by everything. They had to be ready
for the next day, the sunrise, and their solstice ceremony that meant
everything.